Day 20: 31 May 2015

Hi....I am very tired now.....I went to the 大悲buddist centre today.....for Vesak day......

Ps: sorry I can't give you in depth details, I'm too tired

Day 19: 29 May 2015

I am Back! This is my results.....I know it is not that good.....nevermind.....

So I'm trying to get better....I guess this June holidays will go into my resting time....Well, till i see you again!

Day 18: 28 May 2015

Sorry for not posting anything.....I was busy.....but now it's my june holidays so I should have time to blog.....

I'm just out of the grove now.......I'm just tired

Day 17: 23 May 2015

Dead.....I just can't take it anymore I'm going crazy......I'm dying on the inside

I know ur sick of this

Day 16: 22 May 2015

I just wanna die with no regrets.....now...instantly......I give up on life.....it's not a place for me...

Car accident

Sorry this was late....
I was too stressed....
But yesterday I saw an accident on the road.......

Day 15: 19th May 2015

I just can't anymore I'm gonna explode......I have kept it in for too long......

I'm gonna go insane

Haiz...I just can't stay alive anymore, I gonna go crazy....I just can't

Day 14: 18th May 2015

Just can't continue.......My life is dead.....I have given up one life...Why?

I guess others need more caring, while I'll just suffer more hurting....I'll just die...Never to be alive again.....

Sorry

I'm sorry... I just can't keep up to my schedule..... For now, I am just gonna post whenever I want....as I really can't keep my schedule....  

Day 13: 16th May 2015

.....never to speak.....
nah...just kidding.... i am very happy!

Not really

Day 12: 15th May 2015

Death....Never to come back again....

Day 11: 14th May 2015

Sorry I can't keep posting a lot of posts...but my life is driving me insane.....I don't think I can be posting so regularly any more....I'll try to post them everyday...but I can't make promises...

Life an in-defeat-able demon, A never helpful person....F*** you life is stupid...

Day 10: 13th May 2015

I've just lost it....lost the will....lost the courage....lost it.....never to find it again....

MY LIFE

Haiz...I can't really take this bullshit! If you don't bloody understand what I am talking about or how I do something,

SHUT THE F*** UP! OMG IT IS DEFINITELY I SURE-FIRE WAY TO BLOODY MAKE ME ANGRY  

Still dead

Haiz....just the same....

WHY LIFE WHY

Day 9: 12th May 2015

Still....Out....of Enthusiasm....Just dead....

I'm Dead....No enthusiasm...Just DEATH 

My Mask...

My mask the hider of all information, Of truth and lies of me...Never exposed till the end of time, Never to express, Never to impress....

Just dead.....

Haiz....I just can't continue....Every aspect of my life is collapsing on me...I just can't continue....Everyone in my life expects highly of me...I'm just a regular boy...Not that smart....I jsut don't know why I get good grades....I am being killed...physically and mentally....

Fell in towards my death...Fell to hard and hit too hard...Can I go back? Only time will tell...

Day 8: 11th May 2015

Haiz...I am just dead...depressed...and worned out.....I don't think I'll be continuing the story....I am not sure....I'll see.....

I'm Just worn out with life.....Through the Examinations and relationships....But I have made a new penpal....

Day 7: 10th May 2015

Haiz.....happy mothers' day!!!!

Im just out of the enthusiasm.....I just can't be happy....im just tired....and dead...

Dead. Never to be alive again

I am dead...never to live ever again....
Never wanted, never needed, never cared for..
I don't want to live anymore....I am broken into pieces...never to be fixed....never to be alive....

Day 6: 9th May 2015

Haiz....Still the same...though I am getting better from depression....Still feeling like death...but trying to write a story....for my new blog....Yeah during weekend i am very bored...but i would be going to cook something......I will be posting it tomorrow....

ATTENTION

I am creating a new blog which will be called Ideas with Clement : www.clementsideas.blogspot.com

Day 5: 8th May 2015

Haiz...Still boreddddddddd.......Yeah Nothing to do over the weekends...Can't believe I have two more days....


School usually boring but at least you can talk to somebody...Home a place where you sleep...Never to communicate...Never to work...

SOOOOOOOO BORINGGGGG.....

I can't go on anymore

I...just....can go on anymore....if it were not for some people I would just wanna die....if you wan me to do something I'll do it but it has to be a 2-way thing....I....just....can't.....I am dying emotionally...I want help...but...I don't wan help to a public extent...I just can't continue....

Day 4: 7th May 2015

Life has been on the road of recovery...Hopefully......Haiz....still feel helplessness in me....Must be my decision to trying to go back into depression...So yeah, my math paper 1 has gone...Now time for physics & chemistry....Why is it raining....I guess its the god trying to signify something...But what?...Hmmmm....no guesses.....

Be the peeta/katniss in the games

Haiz...yes I'm here to share the positive vibes...hopefully they help you and me

Be the katniss/peeta of your problems
Take your problems like killing the other tributes
Never give up
Be the shining star of your life
Be your own dreamcatcher
Be a spark that never dies out

If you haven't read the hunger games....yah you would be lost...

Life's collapses

Haiz...not getting better or worse...just at the same place...at the same time...just dying...emotionally..mentally...
Just wanted attention...but got none.
Wanted peace...got none.
Wanted positivity...got none.
Wanted to die...got all.
Haiz...my life's a mess..I don't even know how to deal with it...I can't keep it in any longer...I'll go mentally insane...but don't know how to express...
I tried to be positive but I'm being killed inside...

Dead. Just Dead

I am dead...Through my School life, Friends, School work...This is a hard life to entertain...I can't take it anymore...why this life...i just can't...my life's a mess of emotions...I have no more hope...

No life, No worries...
No life, No problems...
No life, No ME...

ALL THE ATTENTION

I will be creating a new blog I'll be doing discussions on topics...
The site is: http://clementsdiscussions.blogspot.sg/

POSITIVITY

Hi...So yah...I am here to give out free positivity!

You cannot live positivly untill you think positivly....

Everyday may not be good, But there will be good days...

Always remember that life is a cycle of good & bad...

Think like a positivly charged neutron...

Always remember that the airplane flys against the wind...

Then...You'll be able to create fantasies...

 ALWAYS REMEMER: LIFE IS FULL OF UPS & DOWNS...YOU'LL ALWAYS DEFEAT THE DOWNS!

All Pictures from Google: https://www.google.com.sg/search?espv=2&biw=1280&bih=885&site=webhp&tbm=isch&q=positivity+quotes&revid=2135692472&sa=X&ei=QJJJVbmdF9W1uQTUh4CgDA&ved=0CB0Q1QIoAA&dpr=1#imgrc=DCM0SnJnCKBDrM%253A%3BPgh5SKh2_Y8TuM%3Bhttps%253A%252F%252Fshechive.files.wordpress.com%252F2013%252F11%252Fpositive-quotes-13.jpg%253Fw%253D500%2526h%253D669%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Ftheberry.com%252F2013%252F11%252F18%252Fstart-your-week-off-with-positive-quotes-19-photos%252F%3B500%3B669

Oh 1 more thing

Just to add...I am not doing this blog for fame...I just want others who know how i am feeling to stand up for themselves...people aren't going to help you if you don't help yourself...Stay Strong...Stay Alive...

You are awesome the way you are, Don't Change for others, Change For Yourself...

Do tell others how you feel or do what i do, express your feeling through blogging...

Day 3: 6th May 2015

Haiz...still at the library studying...wishing there wasn't school or exams...wishing for a life of confort... Okay i should snap out... So...the Geography paper was easy...Now time for Math...full of calculations...wishing to solve for x....SOOO BORING....Why can't you solve X yourself...

Dear Math, Stop being a kid. Grow up I have better things to do then to help you find your X.

Haiz....even if i complain there is nothing a can do...all i can is to help math solves its problems...

Haiz...(continued)

So yeah...I am still feeling sad about some stuff....But i just can't help it...though i may look like a mentally and physically healthy boy..i am not...i am mentally suffering...I feel like a part of my life is gone..no where to be seen...never to come back to me ever again...I have no idea why am i like this...I just can't help it...

When i am hurt, i always cry, but cry i do not, feel sad i do...

my life is a mess and i can't help it i don't know why..I just let it happen...

Hurt in mentally, hurt not physical, even if people look fine...people may not...

Haizz....

Just another day...not really...Just wanted to share this and i hope it will make me feel better


When you need me, I was always there, now with someone you do not care, why oh why should I help you, if you just want something new...

Haizz...that didn't rhyme...nevermind i guess...let's try one more time

When you are hopeless you come to me, with all my might i try to help. When you have found somebody new, I guess i am just a fool.

Ok....that was worse...Haizz...nevermind...

Day 2: 5th May 2015

Life has since been the same.... Though the History paper was easy...I still feel worried as I think I have not studied properly...
Well I am at the library studying for my upcoming Geography exams tommorrow...So see you guys tommorow!!!

Day 1: 4 May 2015

I feel sad. my life has not been getting better for both me and my friend.

Hi I guess?

Well I have been very busy and haven't post much up in a few months. I am so sorry for not posting anything up for so long. It is cause I have been too busy with my school work & Cause my exams are ongoing. I am currently at the library now typing this blog entry. I will not be posting too much here as my secondary school life is hectic. So until 12th may I most probably would not be posting anything up.